Monthly Archives: September 2004

Friday night I’m going nowhere
All the lights are changing green to red
Turning over TV stations
Situations running through my head
looking back through time
You know it’s clear that I’ve been blind
I’ve been a fool
To open up my heart
To all that jealousy, that bitterness, that ridicule

Saturday I’m running wild
And all the lights are changing red to green
Moving through the crowd I’m pushing
Chemicals all rushing in my bloodstream
I Only wish that you were here
You know I’m seeing it so clear
I’ve been afraid
To show you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes, I’ve made

If you want it
Come and get it
For Crying out loud
The love that I was
Giving you was
Never in doubt
Let go your heart
Let go your head
And feel it now
Let go your heart
Let go your head

Babylon, babylon, babylon

With the weather being so booootiful today, you can’t blame me for feeling on top of the world! Suddenly, after so long things appealed my senses – for a major part of the 24 hours provided.Interesting conversations and observations (yes, my day’s never complete without them) were the high point; then, finally a strategic decision was made. Smile, they said. But i laughed instead.
And then i find myself thinking, it’s all a layer which i don’t intend to peel off anytime soon. It’s all temporary: “Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed.” (Troy)At least not until someone asks me to or even wants me to. I’m not a disturbed person, I’m just writing whatever i feel like writing. I’m an attention seeker, you’re right.
Don’t ask me about it, or get intimidated either.It’s all part of the game.

PS: This song’s been stuck in my head for a while now…

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don’t give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm
Summer Sunshine,The Corrs

listening to: the news

After days of hours of working on it, my new template has come into being!I’ll brag and brag about it to death.I simply love it.

So what’s the deal with people?Where have all the good ones gone?I thought they were all sitting right there in front me, but the closer i got, the more i realised they were simply humans.That’s when i stopped trying.

Trying;searching,searching for something i just can’t put my finger on.All the hurdles and pit-stops on the way are signs.Signs of danger looming ahead, signs of hope appearing as my saviour.But none of them should be heeded.They were all fake.Just like humans are.

If they only understood.

And it’s still got nothing to do with what i’m listening to.

The world’s a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air, saying
I wish you were here

listening to : breathe – prodigy

Don’t pay any attention to the nature of the song i’m listening to.It’s on radio and it has absolutely nothing to do with anything related to my life right now.Just thought i’d clear things out.There..
I finally got a Gmail account today, which i’ve been longing for SO dearly!All thanks to ma roomie:) (was almost about to type “ma homie” there)
This morning was a lovely brunch created by US for US.We were being selfish because,well for starters we’re talking about make-shift home-cooked food here, and also that we’d sacrificed sleeping in an AC’d room with no insects, so our moods weren’t much to write home about:)

This is tiring.

Good night.